I am a confused student who really wants to go to a college I have tried hard for?

you can apply to whatever school you wish, if you do not meet their requirements you can go to a backup college or a community college for a year or so... to get the necessary requirements and reapply as well as having got some college experience as well as college credits and having already applied to the college when you reapply with the necessary requirements as well as prove that you can handle the college workload with the college you attended in that year since you first applied they will more than likely see that you are dedicated and accept you... the main thing is don't give up, i guarantee that a college of some sort will accept you, and from there you can get the requirements to get into whatever college you truly wish if they didn't accept you the first time